Friday, January 05, 2007 1:33 AM

I had left ....

♥its time ... its time for me to bid farewell ... i had left ... upon now ... this is muii last entry to this blog ... i'm not sure if she will ever see it ...

i decided not to carry on here anymore ... though its so short ago that i sarted psoting here ... but ... i wont update here anymore ...

Fei Fei left in search of the brand new him ... Left in search of wat he needs ... left in search of wat he wants ... left to reassemble the torn and shattered him ... to come back whole ... to search for the true calling in his life ...

Fei Fei left wit u in his heart ... even at this pt ... he left this blog wit you on it ... he left loving you ...

I HAD LEFT ...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007 1:06 AM

I no longer had school to go for now..

♥Tinking that school going start liao ... and was like wanting to get ready for skool.. haas siao rite /? when in skooling times was like hoping that wont need go ... now that i really will no need to return back to secondary school forever ... i tot that i'm still having another year there ... but its something i dun wan ... i wana move on ... but i miss sec school so terribly ... hais ...

but i'm going back to school in 12 hrs time ?? now its already 1 am ... i need to go put things in to the cca store and teach the CSM how to take parade for the coming cca day ... cuz no one taught him yet .. so i tot ... yy dun i teach him then saturday if gt ppl teach ... take the chance to practise ?? rather then saturday at the blurr and learn .. make sense ya /? lolx ... saturday jiu start parade liao ... haas .. already receive the schedule for the first 3 mths, confidential ... cannot say ... June de event i also noe liao ... also cannot say ... confidential ... lolx ... its something i realy look forward to ... lolx ... cuz ... cannot say the reason .. once reach i will say yy ... lolx ... everything is confidential ...

today play maple like siao ... play for like 4 tp 5 hrs ?? wa piang eh ... going siao liao .. but nvm ... tomorrow wont be touching the lappy much shld the batt run out if i'm outside ... lolx ... gotta bring to skool .. need to do some work on it ... or else sat jiu siao ... hmm .. wonder when is the attachement ... just send muii calender over ... so gotta wait till i hear further from the big guys ... lets hope not this week .. lolx ... this week abit rush ... hope for next week ... but gona be xiong ... friday go attachment .. .saturday need go back own company for parade also ... i will be busy duh ... lolx...

hmm ... already a few days no talk to her liao ... lolx .. nvm ... dun wan bother for now .. she gona be busy also ... this year streaming... wan her study hard and do well ... dun wan her to do badly ... hais ... dun noe wat to do abt us for now ... i so luan ... dun noe which direction am i heading into ... nvm .. i'll get muii guidiance ... so for now ... just le it be wat it is .. lolx ...

gtg .. wana sleep too ... tomorrow wake up too late jiu G_G ... HAAS...
Muii love for you carried onto the new year ...

Monday, January 01, 2007 3:23 AM

new year into 2007 ...

♥just came back from count down party ... was damn siao and high there ... woots ... here we are ... 2007 ... so fast nia ... i going 17 liao... wakaka .. sounds like a great age... this year is gona be a year of victory ... yuppy ... went church countdown ... its a year of victory!!!

hmm ...wore quite nice go the count down .. but i still perspire alot ... cuz we too high liao ... lolx... haas .. 2007 will mark another mile stone for me agian ... just like 2000 and 2003 ... 2000 i entered BB juniors section ... 2003 i entered BB seniors section ... now 2007 i am entering into BB Primers ... ( cadet officer in common form) times flies .. 3 years in pri ... 4 years sec ... then now going Primers ... wa kao ... muii eighth year in BB liao ... haas ...

she wish me happy new year just now ... and she wished that i can be the happiest person on earth .. and may all muii dreams come true ... how elated was i ... at least .. she bother to hope that i will be happy in 2007 ... at least she hope that muii dreams will all come true ... haas ... but there's one dream .. .that she has to work it for me ... so that it will come true ... and thats just simple ... noe me more ... and discover the softer side of me ... and that i hope for it .. but i wont be expecting muchh ... i just wana be wit her ... simple ... lolx ... alright ... dun write so much liao ... gotta sleep ... tired also ...

muii love for you carried on into a brand new year ... and it begins wit a brand new love for you ... much better and more deeper ... just know me more ... thats all ...