Tuesday, June 26, 2007 1:53 AM

School Started !!!

♥just finish the first lecture for the day, bio science ... okay la ... ai ya ... the lecturere also stress us ... start telling us exams stuffs le ... sian sia ... so many need to study, then i now worried for my written assigment that i had passed up ... i tink not very in point .. oh dear ... i pray hard that it will at least be a pass, then i complete the module ... just a pass ...

During the holidays, finish quite a few drama shows ... i tink 2 ... shiok, in short in 2 weeks i watch about 80 episodes of dramas... my date with a vampire 3, return of th condor heroes, (new one) and and and ... crystal liu yi fei is so chio can ... though only few years older then me .. her acting is good ... oh god ... wat a talent ... haha ... now watching the japanese drama, Engine ... haha ... although some are like abit old le ... but still nice ... haha ...

I think the term again will pass by rather fast, sians ... then I wan get sponsorship ... now must go down to the hospital de HR department to get it... i tink i wan to be bon to NUH bah ... hmm ... see lor ... not so sure ... got risks and benefits... shall go and consider further...

okay la ... dun wan type le ... sian also ... waiting for tutorial ... see ya guys ... school still aint fun, but i'm used to it ... its a routine for me to get bored already ...


its still her that i'm probably missing ... i thought everything ended so long ago ... but it has not ... aint this a tragedy ?? sadness ...

Sunday, June 24, 2007 8:29 PM

School Starts again tomorrow

♥School starts allover again tomorrow ... will die ... sians ... havent do editiing to my homework... and got dirreaoh?? ==>> dun noe how to spell lao sai in eng ... haha ...

sians .. bored sia ... wat to do ?? lets hope that time pass fast, 2 mths and holidays agian .. but got attachment.. i love to work ... i miss my company staffs .. especially the trainers ... wana work with them again ...

hmm ... in short ... school is starting ... and its the exam term, need to study liao ... i wana stop here ... sick ...


its her that i am missing ... but i miss my working life too ...

Monday, June 18, 2007 5:56 PM

Thought of posting ...

♥well ... no idea why, but i thought maybe i should post something ... some how i'm sad ... over someone ... no doubt ... but after thinking through, i should not ... my life aint going to be just because of one person ...

Come to think of it ... everything that has happen we say is fated ... but maybe we can change it ... we can rewrite it ... and create wonders ... let me try ... i would try to change fate this thing ... cuz i dun wan it to be fated that we are tis way .. no way ... it has happen the second time ... i wont want it to be fated to end that way ...

i dun wana type now ... till i feel like ... sorry ... fate aint going to be in my dictionary ... cuz i will overcome it ...

Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:29 AM

Back ... veri long le ... :)

♥been back for quite a while, just lazy to update, or maybe is dun wan to update ... finally changed to new skin !!! wahahahha ... i quite like it ... hmm ... comments if You guys happen to pop by !!!

The camp okay okay lor ... tiring ... but still its over liao ... not bad lor ... then i did not go my class chalet ... veri tired and was not feeling well too ... i tink i the only one who pang buai Gi ... means i PS la ... hahah ... so sorry ... but i am really feeling dead ... then my leg ... pain ... so long le ... abt 2 weeks le leh ... still pain pain ... hahaha ... sian ... watching my date with a vampire 3 online ... then doing my essay projects also ... i hope to finsh one by today then by monday complete all ... hahaha .. sians ..

Dun noe why ... just now flare up at somebody ... okay ... its my fault !!! dui bu qi can ?? hais ... dun noe why just now ki siao... watever !!! the anything drink ... shit la ... i got ice cream soda ... damn lame lor ... got 6 flavours .. then is all in the market now have de flavour ... just that is anying .. have to try your luck ... stupid ... its singaporean brand ... so singaporeans are stupid ... haha ... no la ... just that it is very lamos lor ... hahah ... sian sian sian ...

dun wana update le ... tired and sian ... P.S Brother !!! steady ... got her liao ... all da best then ... Jia you to make it last !!! first is and accident, twice is fate, thrice is choice ... So make all the best for it !!!!

Sunday, June 10, 2007 4:33 PM

iT will be a while ... b4 i update

♥well, it will be gona be a while, i will not be home till thursday... having camp and after that striaght is chalet ... will die... anyway ... i dun noe ... missing someone now ... dun noe why like that ... aiya ... dun wana tink abt it ... will die ..

Recently ... so much things had happen ... i dun noe what to say ... the only good thing is holidays are near... and i am like kinda of free for a while ?? and also ... history is repeating itself again ... so i'm like kinda of blurred .. dun really noe what to do and say ... but ... maybe we are indeed too close for our own good ...

Family also dai ji liao liao ... damn du lan abt it .. dun noe what to say also ... in short ... jiu shi everything also dun noe what to say ... idiot ...i going change my blogskin ... kinda of find it disgusting now ... may recycle the skins that i had ... dun noe ?? ... se first lor ... hahaha ... maybe i go do it bah ... since its like so wat liao ... wakakaka ....


okay peepos ... its been done ... wakaa ...steady ... good thing i keep all my skins ... hahaha ... some time cannot find nice de ... can use back mah ... use ur brain ... wahahah ... its just so saddening ... i'm sick of life ... unless .. someone can walk with me the journey ... but who is willing to hold my hand to walk down the road with me ... these 3 years aint gona be easy i know ... but for the sake of my passion .. the love and passion i had for nursing ... i noe i die die also must get through ... i had left my had outstrecth for so many years, but no one is taking it ... when i go and ask if they are willing to take my hand ... hold my hand and walk with me ... they pushed me away ...

now i'm just waiting ... waiting for that some one to take my hand ... and tell me ... i'm gona walk with you ... through the rest of my life ... i just wana be loved again ... but just where is it ... is it you ?? i dun noe ... things are just so messy ... just when will my hand be taken ...


anyway ... pray hard for me guys ... so that i can sucessfully complete 2 modules !!! yes ... i already finish the presentation ... i'm only left with essay writing ... so pray hard for me guys ... i hope when i am back, i have loads of things to say ....



you're making me crazy ... do i hold feelings for u ?? i cant tell ... but i do miss u like crazy now ...

Friday, June 01, 2007 1:37 AM

ITS depression probably

♥wanted to update yesterday ... i am sorry guys .. i'm slowly sinking into depression ... i need all the support i can gather an rally now ... although at times i appear not to ... but when if you really see how sad i am ... i am really going into depression ... at least now i am clear headed enough to know ... but i wont know as time passes ... i am having symptoms of depression ... why had things come this way ??

Many will be surprised looking at my new blogskin ... i dun noe why ... just feel like putting thay genre of skin ... hmm ... maybe its sinking in ... Oh dear ... i want to get out of it ... where can i find the comfort ... that i really need now ?? sometimes i asked myself ... afterall its still you alone again ?? friends just left ... who really cared now ?? why must things come this way ?? i'm muffled ...

I hope after next week, the 2 weeks holidays, i will be able to sort out my thinking, my mood, and my emotions ... i really need to get it sort out ... my school mate were kinda of worried for me ... on monday, for no reason, i turn white ... my frens got a shock ... as i talk , i was turning white ... lips turning white ... face .... after trying to take my vital signs ... i gave them a scare ... it was so weak that they cant pulpate at all ... just what is happening to me now ...

Currently not AT home ... at frens house ... stayed overnight there ... and he is still sleeping like a pig ... and i woke up liao .... pig is pig ... cannnot change ... the size does not matters ... i dun noe yy ... kinda of love Linkin Park de Leave out All the rest ... haha ... i love Linkin park like nobody business ... but their songs can be rather negative at times .. haha ... but their latest album ...the way they do their song, had a changed ... they way they go on it ... its not their genre ... probably they are trying out something new...

Matters of the heart ... i would not want to say much ... i lost it all ... ya ... i guess ... somehow the heart decideds to rest ... an shut itself up ... yup ... i dun noe ... everything is like so slow ... so dampen ... well ... probably i had a once too *lively* life ... thats why when it slows down, i'm feeling that it is very boring ... well i wana stopped here already ... till here ...


When my time comes, forget the wrongs that i done ... help me to leave behind some reasons to be missed ... dun resent me .. when you're feeling empty... keep me in your memories ... leave out all the rest