Sunday, April 27, 2008 11:43 PM

GET away.

♥Maybe I should not care that much. Not Maybe. I SHOULD. Care so much FOR WHAT ?! idiot, tell me FOR WHAT !

Disappointment. Get the hell away. Maybe it cant. Unless i stop bothering. UNLESS I DO NOT CARE. TO END ALL DISAPPOINTMENT, dun bother abt other ppl life. Tats it. Prolly, i should nt be that nice. FUCK ALL THOSE WHO WANA DIE. FOR ALL I CARE.

My N95 had a new function, like tha apple's Iphone, when u turn phone, the interface turns with it. Nokia built my N95 with the sensor, and only release it out with my software update not too long ago. And i spend 3 hrs till 4 am to get it done. And now its all working. I'll try to post the video i took on my dad new phone. Surprisingly, it is 3.2 mpx and with carl zeiss lens plus auto focus, the quality is still cannot make it. And the backgrnd music that was recorded with it sucks too. Man, only N95 can make the cut.

APPLE 3G IPHONE is gona release in SEPT 2008. OMG, WTF. i NEED to save up and buy it man. Fuck i dun care, if it means i have to go hungry every lunch for 3 mths i'll beat it. FUCK. its nice. having an N95 and iphone. Power packed. Good thing i have 2 lines. HAHA.

Its been awhile. since i met up with the few clicks for a drink or 2. Maybe this week we can. Lets see how it goes. I miss you guys and i'm sure you guys too. HAHA. Surprisingly, i in a bad mood still took ppl anger fustration when they call. Man, i din have the chance to vent out. So through my poor blog. Till here.



I shouldn't care from the start. FOR WHAT ?
Disappoinment comes with concern.
I think.
I should not care to lessen my disappointment.
Die for all i care.

Friday, April 25, 2008 8:55 PM

I'm... Speechless

♥



I'm speechless. This is my new casing. Let the pics talk.









Take a gun and go bang bang in the head
A game of Russian Roulette With 5 Bullets.
Carve out the emo portion of the heart and Dump away.

Thursday, April 24, 2008 7:45 PM

And everything went okay ...

♥Okay, the saga is cleared, let the bygone be bygone. I'm done. And so today i bought another text book, its like ... MY GOD. lets the picture do the talking. PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS. And that text book has to last me till yr 3. 1 more yr.


And it SAYs, medical surgical nursing by lermone.

And how it looks at the front, with that stupid big sunflower. I wonder what it has to do with medical and surgical nursing ?


And this is Perry and Potter on clinical Nursing Skills And techniques. Lets see how the front looks.

It looks So much More nicer, no sunflowe at least.

NEXT UP. FUNDAMENTALS OF ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY. A MUST HAVE FOR BIO IF WANA DO WELL IN PRACTICAL !

And let see how the front looks.

I have no idea how to dancing fella can be related to anatomy and physiology.

And lastly, lets see how thick all 2 add up is.



And God is it thick, if you ever bring all 3 to school, You are gonna crawl to school and back home. And the best part. I saw yr one bring fundamentals of anatomy and physiology to school. Man was i laughing my ass off. Either they wana work hard and kiasu plus hao lian, or they are plain stupid. Man Yr 1 will always be yr 1. But i dun see my bathc bringing that, unless its like pract exam is 1 week away kind of thing. Man 2nd week still bring. Nvm, it provides me some laughter and entertainment in my boring and stressful yr 2 life now. Till here.

Ps. Dun ask me. I've got no idea.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 9:12 PM

Its a down right unlucky.

♥OKAY. Today i declare, WORLD UNLUCKY DAY. Its so damn unlucky. One, i was late for classes. Two i skipp lecutre, lecturer do spot check. How bad can a day get ? And usually lecturer just mark u absent if u skipp and so call present yourself. My this module, If dun go see lecturer will get complain to course manager. Irritating.

Firstly, i decided to skip is because i'm really too tired to carry on with classes plus i'm nt feeling well. You cant expect me to die also stay on for lecture. So i decided to go home rest. And when my classmates told me that i kena spot check, i took the effort to call the lecturer wanting to explain my situation. Even when i'm like wanting to rest. Waited for 2 hrs and no replies. Only 2 reason to that, one is she is already not in school which i doubt so or busy, and 2 she cant be bothered to get back.

Nvm, tomorrow i'll go and explain and see how it goes, if things does not go well then too bad. I cant be bothered by some really irritating ppl. My decision to skip lecture was simple. 1, i'm tired and not feeling well, i wanted to rest. and second, because i do not want to carry on and MCED myself for tomorrow. Cuz if i miss my lab lessons, its damn hard for me to do make up. Thus i decided to sacrifise one module to rest and save the other. Not that the other is not important, but that lectures i can make up easily if i wan, but not lab lessons. And if lecturer disagree with my point, i've really got nothing else to say.

I hope things wont go messy. But anyway, if patient in hospital have the right to choose what is best for them, i dun see why i as a student i can't. Patient pay hospital to get treatment, student pay school fees to study. Its the same, if they get the power of autonomy to choose what is best for them why can't students have it, is it not contradciting to what we are taught at school. Must give patient the right to choose, then why are students not given the right to choose if they want to miss a class anot, for valid reasons i meant. Its like slapping yourself in your face when what is being taught is not being applied. Thats what they call hypocrites yah ? You do not do what you preach. I'm sorry, but thats how i feel.

I think i wana stop here and get myself more composed and get ready for tomorrow hassels and stuffs. EVENT + RESPONSE = OUTCOME. The event is i skipp lecutre kena spot check, it will depend on how i respond tomorrow, that will determine the outcome. I just hope she will say, i'll mark u absent and dun repeat again kind of things.

Moral of the story. DUN SKIP LECTURES. EVEN IF WAN, SKIP CLEVERLY.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 4:05 PM

the most EX coke

♥Alright, i'm in lecture, nt paying attention. Playing maple then now blogging. haha. Then just now accompany my classmates who pon now de lecture go cause way, suppose to eat, but they take order damn long la. So in the end i drank coke only. And when i saw the price i was like WTF ??? THE MOST EX COKE I DRANK IN MY LIFE. $2.80 So lets see what is so special abt the coke.




And so my fren broke down, 80 cents for coke, 20 cents Ice. $1.80 CUP. And that was like so lame can .

Okay, lecture starting. I'll end here.

Sunday, April 20, 2008 7:14 PM

Today Was A nice Day :)

♥Okay, I woke up at like 11.30 am by my dad to go over to my aunt new condo at lake shore, was a little reluctant to go, but after that, its like a WOAH ... cool man, if i'm rich, i'll probably bought there too. HAHA.

After that, i went to Westmall Hello shop to say Goodbye, no la, thats crappy alright. I went there to sign up for the 512 mobile internet thingy, so that i can use at school, cuz my school de net sucks to the core. Everything was free man, the machine, the sim card, the registration. Free 12 mth subscription some more. So i pay alternate mth of 22 bucks, so after calculating, its like 10 bucks per mth. Its so dirt cheap, enough for me to load games and watch video. And its only me who can use it, so meaning it wont be slow ! THATS so cool. Alright some pictures of the machine thingy before i go on.












And so thats how it looks like after dismantling to the final look to be used. Cool Stuff. I wanted the Huawei one, but they say dun have le, so i tot, well then i might as well take the samsung one. Since its almost the same. That machine cost abt 400 bucks and i gt it free. Man thats nice.

And so today a chio bu by the same HPY SARAH was accompanying me, since she was like nth to do and live near there, thus i asked her out. Obviously, she wore her specs, its like, WOAH, when was the last time i saw her wear specs, but nvm, i'm gona join her soon. Haha.

And she told me of a problem she was facing, i was like, er cool. I din noe you have this type of trouble too. HAHA. And so she asked me, i tried to solve it out for her, its a realtionship problem, and the ultimatum. I typed a sms for her 6 sms in total, as the final straw to send out. And she was like hmm, okay thats what i guess i really wana say. So as u see, she is borrowing me to solve her prob for her. :) and thats bad. JIE DAO SHA REN. Borrow Knife to kill ppl in chinese. Well we just talk and she went home, while i back home to do my that internet thingy, man, my frens are gona like WTF, AGAIN, ALWAYS SEE NEW THINGS ESPECIALLY GADGETS STUFFS. and haha.

Okay, i guess till here, a little tired. If only u noe my pain ................

2:23 AM

My first Week Back as Yr 2 Senior

♥Alright peepos. I'm back to update my blog for the first week in school. Damn, its like WOAH ... i've been away for so long kinda of things. Well, my classmate alof of them look diff, i think i'm probably the only one who din change much in appearence. HAHA.

And my time table is crappy. First day in sch nt so bad, Tuesday is HATED. I ended class at like 8 pm kind of thing. Thats crapp. Well... I'm working hard, been doing revision alrdy although only the first week has passed. Yeah. I am mugging for my 3.5 this semester. Man i must. So gotta work hard, but nt to the extend being a nerdy or retarded study pussy freako. I am playing hard too, at week ends ... haha...

Well, i Spruce up my comp cum study table with new equipment. Let me upload...



And So this is my table with my desktop, my PC looks old on the outside, But heck it, i going to change a new casing. ATX Gaming casing with at least 2 big fans. I was looking through the water cooling tech. But after reading it thorugh, i dropp the idea. It took 3 days for that guru to fix it, lets not talk abt a noob like me.

I have a new key board and mouse that i bought. Lets first take a look at the key board.



And so my keyboard got a volume nobe, meaning i dun need to adjust the volume of the speaker, just set it a few slots louder and i adjust from my key board. Usung the turning thingy. And i got 18 hot keys to use. And i configure some to like press once go into game. Shutting down comp was easier, just press one button and all is settled. So lets take a closer look at those things.






Cool Ya ?

And lastly, Logitech are loves.




I got it for like 59 bucks, and there is 3 yr warranty. Once you use a logitech mouse, you noe the wonders of it, all other mouse sucks to you.

Man thats the latest addition to my IT gadgets. My frens are going to be like, AGAIN, when are you stopping ? Sad to say, no i'm not. I'm saving up targeting for

1.) NVIDIA GEFORCE 8800 GRAPHICS CARD
2.) KINGSTON/COSAIR 2B DDRII LAPTOP RAM
3.) 250 HDD SATA
4.) ATX CASING.

I need a hell of money, june holidays, work ! haha. Alrgiht i stopped here. Maybe a small update tomorrow ?

PS. You noe what ? You dun noe me at all.

Sunday, April 13, 2008 12:07 AM

And It's time to update again.

♥Wellow peepos ... Man, i said in the last post i'll update soon, but i waited till now. Haha, partially, i'm lazy. Lets see, what am i gona talk abt.

After my last camp, i was practically rotting at home, went back to school to get things done. And so i completed Monster Hunter Freedom. And i'm waiting for the MHP2G US/EU release. And i finished the FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE story line, but just found out that there is another secret Boss, SO now i decided to replay. Haha. And thats how life is recently.

Wednesday, I went back NYP with a fren, to collect her laptop, while i was supposed to buy my lecture notes, but was not out. So i din buy, insteaad accompanied with my fren to do the laptop thingy. MAN WAS SHE A PARANOID FELLA. every small little thing jiu make a big thingy out of it sia. I WAS LIKE ... man ... i'm gona have a heart attack. And qns that were asked ... i really wish i din noe her... Its so .. Diao ...

And so thursday was supposed to go out and get my phone sent to nokia care, but i was lazy. So I din, and i spend the whole day rotting at home and did nothing, i guess i did, like playing psp and stuffs. Yah. So Friday i went out with another gal, my fren obviously, man ... to think that she changes so much over the 1 yr that i din see her. Haha ... Nu da si ba bian. It meant when a gal grow up, she changes alot. Ya, to think when i first noe her she is sec1, then now she poly yr 1. haha. So i brought her to NYP, cuz i wanted to buy my lecture notes, since its out. Then we ate at North canteen, situated in my faculty. Then brought her arnd to see my Health Sciences faculty, the lecture halls, the nursing lab and stuffs, was short of bringing her to see the bodies. Haha, she was freaking out sia. So i being nice, did not scare her, and because of that, i've got a good time to explain myself on monday, my frens and senior saw us, and gave us the look, wow, couple, nt bad huh .. she so chio some more. Wa lan like i some toad like that. Haha.

So after that we went to AMK hub to walk walk. see alot of things, hp and others, So we went to couple dun noe what to see the rings, cuz its like damn nice in design and stuffs. Then the shop last time i and bastard went to see the rings cannot find, so i tink dao Bi liao. So we fnish walking the whole of AMK hub then we deicded to go bishan J8 to buy somethings she wanted to buy, and it turn out to be tibits. Haha. Yah, and J8 was like pathetic small can. It took me 45 mins to finish walking it. Faster than i walk in JP. And after that we decided to go home. she to sleep since she going out at night, while i to rot. So reach home, i go zeng my CPU. cuz my Power on and off button lose and not sensitive, i go change the wire to restart button. So to on the comp i must press restart. Haha, and i bought a gadget to convert my IDE powered HDD to SATA HDD. so i can slot in one more CD player. SO now got 2 CD player. I am going to buy one more 250GB HDD to add one my current 80GB HDD. Desktop 80gb is like pathetic can. And need to buy another whoffer. My alteclansing speaker going to spoil le, so its time to change. Then i was told altec lansing is a very good brand for whoffer and speaker. Very EX one. I was like -.- ... i din noe my older brother was that rich. Haha.

And so the things goes on, and i was online talking to my junior fren who went to nursing. Man the things she told me ystd makes me vomit blood. So i decided to sms the gal that i went out earlier in the day, out with frens then make unexpected trip to pub and only reach home at 3 plus ... i was asleep so i din see the sms ... Man ... bad gal ar. School start no more le. Or u turn 18 next yr. I will break my promise. I'm a nice guy :)

Okay, I think I wana stop here and slack. tomorrow need go church. Probably my last in the coming month, cuz very busy. But i dun lose my faith. Till here.

Thursday, April 03, 2008 10:48 PM

And Tmmrrw is the last day of my last camp. :(

♥Wello ... I'm Back !!!! Haha.. I've been working for the past few weeks, busy busy. Well, I went to another school at Sembawang there, last week i was doing the 4 express students, Man, Are they crazy and out of their mind, i really had a fun time with them, they are real Nice ! And i meant wat i said !

And so this week i'M BACK at the same school to train the 4N's, they also quite nice, just that they take a little longer to warm up to us. Haha... But i'm fine with it seriously. I hope today has gave them a wake up call already, tomorrow is the last day, lets hope that everything goes well. Haha...

I stopped here ... tomorrow update.