Saturday, December 15, 2007 4:01 AM

MIA feeling is back, and screw the laptop left right up down center

♥Okay, The MIA feeling is back. And i guess i wont be updating my Blog till next year, partially i'm damn out busy. I had 9 days of my 14 days holidays taken. I wonder how will i cope with next term when i'm going to have my smestral exams again. then i'll be going up to yr 2 real soon.

Well, MIA feeling, probably i wont be online also ... i dun have a tagg board, haha ... watever it is ... maybe its like a routine, to just disappear for a while and be back again. I guess its time. i dun noe, it just gets to u once in a while. I wish i wont be back some how ... funny feelings, but yet they are still feelings.

I think i wan stop here alrdy ... Look into my soul for encouragement when i lost it all ... Its time to do reflections again...

Thursday, December 13, 2007 2:02 AM

Its long. D-day is over.

♥Alright, My D-day in school is unofficially over. Because i gave my self a ealier break then stipulated. Come on, i'm a 2nd lieutenant after all, going up to lieutenant soon. Anw, stressed up life is over for now. Its jus a small break.

Well, i wonder how things will turn up. Always say wan to keep secret then ba boom, it came out. NVM ... just hopes everything turns up fine and then there will be good news soon. Its all up to me and my friend. Unexpected actually. Well. its okay.

School aint fun as usual, but still i'm gona finish my first year real soon. its like another 2 more mths from now. I CAN MAKE IT. actually, i find that singaporean gals are real a pain in the ass. Although i'm a singaporean, i look at my friends who aint singaporean, they are like so much damn better in terms of attitude. Kidding men, we're supposedly to be a like more civilised more developed country, yet its really sickening to see ppl attitude sucks like manure. i dun wana talk abt it, it just such a ... ERKS ... forget it.

Well, my holidays are gone too. Hais, i wana cry. NVM ... perservere on for my PM and NYAA GOLD. i can make it. haha. of course i can. Well i'm all up my nerves, must wait till tomorrow for an ans. once its a nice ans, everything shall fall into place i guess ??

Well, after being so busy for so long, i guess its time for a good rest. You're beautiful. We're mighty band of brothers.

Its you, yes it you. I'm some how needed thanks to you.

Monday, December 03, 2007 11:37 PM

Laptop Going Down, Laptop Going down.

♥My title is stupid i know, watch black Hawk Down and you will know. My laptop is awfully like shit, i cant even get the system to refromat. What a fucking nice product that Acer had. My synopsis, NEVER EVER BUY ACER LAPTOPS. I called my fren up the other day, told him all my usb ports are not working and my bluetooth is haywired. He said this to me. " Welcome to the world of Acer" He uses Acer laptops too, its really like shit, it cant survive heavy usage that I do. Nvm, i will save and change laptop, its bullshit.

Well any much happenings ?? Tat i did not update for a while, well acutally yes, alot. But i can't bother to remember it all, thanks that my sis is not in singapore, i'm using her laptop for now. But her's is not any better just better then mines, her keyboard is haywired. the @ turns out to be " when the " sign turns out to be @ sign. Its amazing. Toshibah is famous for having all the replacable parts spoil, but its okay they replace for free, and its nt lousy. ACER is famous for everything to spoil. Amazing, Extraordinary people do extraordinary things. But i', glad that i did not take Fujitsu. Haha, my frens are crying.

Well, School as usual is really $%^&*()_)(*&^%$£$%^&*()(*&^%$£"£$%^& I still dun like to go poly, but i just dragg myself to go. Projects projects and projects. Repprt need to be submitted soon and i havent even started writing. Projects to be presented. Wednesday got Skill test. OMG ... please kill me. Its so much better off to be dead now. My fren said i look stress i sound stress and i'm really stressed. Oh god, there is so much to be done. Friday going down to tank for BB cuz my fren cannot make it. And i decided to skip class to help him cuz he skip his class to play psp together. So lets be nice to each other and help each other out. I'm so looking forward to holidays and sadly, 5 weeks after holidays i'm having my semestral exams again and i will be going to second year already. Man, how time flies.

Literature got into me ystd and i started writing some poetry, copyrighted by me and only to be used with my permission, my mei used it with my permission cuz i allowed her to. so here they are.

When you lose your way
Search for it in your heart
When you lose yourself
Search for it in your soul
When you lose your love
Search for it in yourself
For The greatest love
Is nothing but you?

When Love come calling
Happiness goes rolling
When Love goes flying
Sadness goes rushing
When will Love stay?
No one knows
For love never stays

Is Love Forever?
I wish I know
Is Love Eternal?
Only God Knows
When is Love True?
When it is so fake
When is Love Fake?
When it is so true
Love is nothing
But a Façade

I learn to depend on myself
When everything fails
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone shadows
Because the greatest love of all
Is nothing but in Me


If I lose my way
I find it on my own
If I lose myself
I get it back on my own
If I lose my Love
I’ll love myself
No matter what I lose
I’ll get it back myself


When Sorry is said too much
It loses meaning and becomes cheap
What was simplicity
Was made complicated
What was beautiful
Turns ugly
A happy ending
That turns tragedy
Don’t say sorry
Its nothing but cheap.

All I say is sorry
It loses meaning as time pass
But all I know is sorry
For it meant much to me then anything
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Façade in my case
But it’s never easy to say sorry
Over and over again.

Sorry is cheap
Sincere is rare
Happiness is abundant
Sadness is mass

No I'm not needed
Yes You're not needed too.

And i end the day by saying, Have a nice day tomorrow.