Friday, July 27, 2007 6:20 PM

Finished Harry Potter and the Death Hallows

♥Finally i had finished reading it ... i took me a few days ... hmm ... great it was ... as it turn out ... harry did not died, he was actually, but he chose to came back to finish everything up ... got married and had his own children ... best news, voldermot died ...

This book is great ... amazing ...i mean fantastic if you ask me ... alright ... today was spen at lecutres ... then JE library doing mind maps on bio, which i did .. basically studying ... then she came over to meet us for a while .... that gal ... never noe whats call punctuality ... but its alright ... at least she turned up ... glad to see her ... its been like going to weeks since i last saw her ... haha ...

exams are nearer ... and it means time to study ... which amazingly ...i did ... i hated to study ... but this time ... i did ... Great is God ... He work wonders :) thank you God ...

Well ... once someone makes a mistake ... it will always haunt the person till it is solved or forgotten ... thats what i felt, i guess thats it ... but i dun care ... i made my mistakes ... i rectify and learn from it ... i will ... with the wonderful help from God ...

Alright ... gotta sleep ... i'm feeling tired ... tomorrow shall start on my studies again ....

Wednesday, July 25, 2007 3:43 PM

Blogskin Changed !

♥Decided to change blogskin as the previous one was sick of it ... ran out of genres to find skins ... so try my luck on return of the condor heroes ... and pop it came out 1 ... so used it ... its not that good ... will edit when i have the time ...

So school came and went just like that ... and went to check my pract test result, got a c+ ... was probably short of not much to a B ... but am proud of it ... cuz i did not really study ... :x ... haha ... well was reading harry potter ... gosh its nice ... but am tired ... reading for 2 days over a few hours ... tired ...

well thank God that i passed my pract test ... the rest will be on semestral exams ... so far ... all my test i have scrapp through nicely ... haha ... so i must work even harder ...

well thats all folks ... nothing much to update too ... till here and then ...

Monday, July 23, 2007 3:56 PM

Hell Load had Happen

♥Okay .. so much had happen within this one week or so... i received my timetable for my exams ... so it means i need to study ... which i am now ... So far life has been okay since the bad things had happen ... of course ... thats all God's work ... thank you God ... hmm... then went back to my secondary school to help out in the motivational camp where my comapny was doing ... so lalala ... 3 days passed just like that during the camp ...

I learnt a news from the current music man (now called Training assitant) which sounds so much nicer, and they got a tag ... and the best part is about to come ... the pay had increased !!! yup it has increased in quite a big amount ... its near a 400 ... where in the past it was only like 200 plus odd per camp ... the best part is yet to come ... now the TA no need to do evaluation forms like we used to do till wan to die ... and no need to take pictures to do the closing ceremony slide shows ... all will be handled by professional people hired to do the tasks. In short we TA have lesser things to do and pay increment :) which is a good news to many of us... but the standard of performance demanded is higher ... which i believe ... we the older TA should not have a probelm ... so i guess that solves my problem of trying to replenish the money i used up ?? So God please bless me this few months ...

Well I went to church yesterday ?? now is like a monday ... yup finally took the effort to go after such a while .. i guess i should go often ... and i need to study !!! if not ... i'm gona die ... i'm mind mapping all my lecture notes ... so that it appear more appealing to me ... got colours and pictures ... rather then black and white and so linear and lengthy ... which causes me to fall asleep easily ... so i must take the effort to finish it ... i wan to complete at least 3 modules, half of wat i am taking in 2 weeks ?? i must ... since i am released early more often as alot of modules are completed ... God bless me for my exams too ... :) thank you God...

Now adays cant go out anymore ... partly because of the money incident ... and also need to study ... even holidays ... are all goner ... 3 weeks attachement and 3 weeks will be spend working earning back all i lost ... amazing man ... in 3 weeks i will replenish all i spend ... which is great ... of course i handed my ATM card to my mum already ... and also i told her to open a new accnt for me after i put back all the money i spent ... so that i wont touch that 2000 plus until i reach 18 next year ... cuz it was supposed to be savings ... then was decided that if i wana to learn driving ... i can touch that money ... so for the sake of wanting to learn how to drive ... i must perservere ...i thank God for his works in my life so far :) He make me learn so much that i guess i must remebered ... His unfailing love for me :)

My friends once told me ... once u have the ATM card ... u will spend like hell ... at first i told myself i will control ... but it looks like it was not that case ... lesson to be learn ... listen to those who are experienced ... :) and i guess i wont have much to spend also ... i got all i wanted ... hp ... bike ... psp ... laptop ... so i am very satisfied ... once i get the licence ... i wont need to take cab any longer ... when the car is around ... i'll drive then ... Now is a tough period that i am going through ... but i believe i will get through ... because there is this wonderful person call God ...

well ... i guess i will stop here ... i wana rest also ... later got classes ... till here then ...

Monday, July 16, 2007 9:13 PM

♥I sold off all my hp to put back into the bank of what i had spent ... yes i had fallen from grace ... i learnt my lesson, God taught me a lesson ... i will learn it well, now its time for me to rise up again, once i put back wat i spent, i will create another accnt and soley for wat i earn to spent ... not to touch the savings ... its like an angel that had fallen from grace ...

Ilearnt my lessons, and i hope God will make my mum understand and forgive me ... and she will believe in me that i will do wat i said ... I thank God for this precious lesson that he had taught me and i will learn by hard. God i thank you for ur lesson and Ur mercy on me.

I had once fallen from grace ... But i will rise up with the help of God .

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 12:49 AM

♥Life is sickening men ... when i thought that everything is so fine .. perfect ... everything gets screwed up in haywire ... everything ... thats so disappointing ... thats yy ppl say ... sometimes they dun ask for anything, hope for any, cuz its always disappointing ... so i guess i am too ...

Since its in a hay wire ... might as well let it be ... because i'm sick and tired of trying to clear it up ... i am fucked sick of it ... and i wan to stop it ... irritated ...]

I does not have the mood to write now ... its so fucking disappointing ...

Sunday, July 08, 2007 10:48 AM

♥Now not at home ... but now it really sets me thinking ... sometimes i just dun noe why ... somethings are just too hard to say ? it got me so confused ... really ... it did ...

Things just dun go the way it is suppose to be ?? does it lies with me ?? i have no idea ... things are going towards a mess now ... i'm so sians ... i am utral sian diao ... really ...

I just have no mood to say anything else .. dun blame me for things that are going to happen ... you asked for it ...

Friday, July 06, 2007 6:11 PM

♥Just now went out to meet Brother and her laopo ... then i ask her along lor ... then we at prata ... play play play ... psp la ... then brother damn du lan ... trying to kick the person ass .. cuz very difficult to over take ... some more the track so winding ... and guess wat ?? i just now beat that fella and move up one rank higher .. tomorrow tell him ... he will sian diao ...

Then alot of thing happen at prata lor ... firstly ... someone lor ... sit chair also dun wan sit properly ... then the chair broke ... reminds me of the victor thing where he broke a chair at marina south ... diao ..both thinner then me break chairs ... OMG OMT OMY ...OMG is oh my God ... OMT is oh my tian ... OMY is oh my yun ... haha lame sia ... well then ... just now meet her lor ... lazy send her to tuition ... i very tired ... i woke up like 2 hours ago to bathe ?? I SLEPT THE MOMENT I CAME BACK ... diao ... how tired i was ... now she sleep liao ... tomorrow school starts late ... 1 to 4 ... then my test i havent take .. if tomorrow teacher gibb me take ... i 100% DIE ... cuz i not prepared ... then next week is my pract test ... most likey ... later must go check ... tired ...

yesterday incident .. i really think alot .. how come lim peh will like that leh ... i mean ... how should i put it ?? hmm ... dun noe which of my eye got problem la .. if you guys noe what i mean ... wa seh ... so many times i let her make until i WAN TO VOMIT BLOOD AND ALL MY ORGANS OUT ... diao .. she hor ... *shake head* till drop ... as i said this 2 mths very impt to me ... cuz its like a prep period ... ai ya.. dun noe la ...

then my cell leader sms me tell me later no need go to church ... cuz he cannot sign up that thing in time for me ... but never mind la ... never sign up means cannot do ?? i will do it ... praying for the nation ... haha ... harry potter coming out !!! yeah ... i wan go watch ... not sure with her mAH ... hais ... talk about movie ... the last round ... dun wan say le ... heart ache ...haahaa ...

okay la ... stop here liao ... tired also ... i wan slack ... till here ... today is a happy day ! x) ... you got me dazed ... amazing ... God work miracles ... x)

Thursday, July 05, 2007 3:54 PM

She Got me pissed ...

♥Okay .. A series of unfortunate events had happen and i am so damn piss off ... firstly is my handphone bill ... i am damn du lan about that ... i'm just a student taking $200 of pocket money a month and i am suppose to pay for my own bills ?? hello ? wtf is it ?? i gibb u $200 a mth ... u need eat .. buy things and pay hp bills ... i see if u can make it ... if cannnot ... WAT THE FUCK IS IT ON ME ??

Secondly ... it happened just now ... someone called and ask me go fetch her .. cuz EZ link card no money and dun have cash ... i am so damn suprised about it ... so in the end i decided to go .. then broke out into an argument with my parents ... and i "scolded" my mum ... cuz she is so damn unreasonable and have no right to labell ppl ... so i went off in a "BOOM" ... took bus to the designated spot ... half way ... she called ... i din hear until the last one ... i called back ... and guess what i was told ...

"yy you never pick up your phone ?? i called so many times .. i'm on bus already ... going back ?? where are you ?? you take so long ..."

OMG ... I WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD CAN ... what kind of reason was that ... in the end i called peilin ... talk to her .. tell her what happen ... and i noe i'm 1000% SURE that she is going to get her head screamed off by me ... then peilin ask me dun ... nicer to her ... okay lor ... so took bus to meet her ... over shot the stop and i walked back to find her ... in the end ... we landed in science center mac ... she ate her dinner ... then i dun feel like eating ... totally lost my BIG appetitte ... then walk to her tuition center and wait for her while she go up and do some stuff ... and the rest not impt le ... in short ... i did not screamed ... yell or shout at her .. i kept my composture ...

ANW .. to peilin and chin how ... this 2 mths damn crucial ... i need you 2 de full support ... wheter will everything go right ... will depend on this 2 mth ... hais ...

SCHOOL SUCKS ... EXAMS SUCKS THE MOST ... sometimes ... looking at you really makes me dun wan to scold you ... but your actions are making me to ... but that what i love about you :)

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 4:46 AM

It's so diappointing, Young and ARROGANT

♥Is Nursing really a lousy course ?? Is it really a dirty Job ?? is it really a low class thing ?? Because, a principle of a particular secondary school from the heartlands of jurong, insulted the profession of nursing. Is that what we would expect from an educator ? Its that what a highly ranked educator suppose to said ? I seriously wonder, what had become of the educators that our MOE had spent so much time and money training out.

I totally disagree with what the principle said. That Nursing is DIRTY, it is LOW CLASS, only LOUSY people go to nursing, and its is a D CLASS course in all the poly in Singapore. As a nurse in training, I'm definitely very sadded by what I heard. I asked around and what I got was what I heard. I totally DISAPPROVE of what the principle said.

May I ask, when you enter a hospital, you need help, who are the people who came to help you ? When you are in pain, you cant moved and you wet yourself, who is the one who comes and clean you up ? To make you Feel Comfortable ? ITS THE NURSES. Nurses are the one who selflessly chose the profession to help the people, yet they are being insulted and look down upon in such a manner. For your information, Nurses pay are not very high and yet, they are doing all these "DIRTY" job as said by the principle. I cannot believe that such words were out from a principle, supposedly to be highly educated. Such statement made was totally a biased personal view of yours.

Readers who read this entry, Please comment on wheter nursing is really as said ? I want to do a survey to find out. And my last phrase to the principle who is totally biased and unreasonable, A hospital can survive without a Doctor, But it cant survive without NURSES

ITS A DOCTOR JOB TO CURE BUT ITS NURSES JOB TO CARE

Sunday, July 01, 2007 5:07 PM

♥Wee ... the chocolate making feeling came just now and i went to did it .. (its edible chocolates not SHIT !) it consists of baking chocolates,bitter chcolates 60% type, Dars.. that is for coating of the wafer, then nuttella and crushed almond nuts mixed together, will become the filling ... OMG its fucking nice can ... i din eat at all .. today is my second time doing it ... and i did with some shapes ... those that are shaped no wafer ... its mainly the chocolate thick coating with nutella fillings ... and i giving all to someone ... since that fella is chocolate siao ... so give lor ... and so far i did ... i ate none ... cuz after doing i no mood to eat ... tired ... only do a few already take me 2 hours ...

Oh ya ... forget to say ... the NEW CAR CAME !! or did i mentioned ?? forget le .. yesterday took the car for a spin .. wahaha ... DAMN COMFORTABLE CAN ... and its much spacious then the other one that was scrapped ... anw ... getting my licence next year ! so i must drive .. Man i cant wait for it ... then we bought alot of things to spruce the car up, cuz no need to share with some fucking idoits, who do not noe their limits, driving ppl car as their own ... dirty and dun clean ... then drive recklessly and expect US to pay for the damage they cause ... KAN NI NA BU CHAO CHEE BYE !!! Fuck YOU ... next time i do that to you ... YOU FUCKING HELL WATCH OUT ... the past 2 cars, were all damaged by you IDIOT ... NI NA BEI LAN JIAO ... oh ... the person i scolding is my Uncle ... chao chee bye ... of course ... the car paid by us mah ... so they no need to pay then drive till got problem lor ... Just because my dad dun drive often and my siblings dun really ned the car ... they take it and drive ... and when we need to drive stil MUST ASK THEM ... FUCK YOUR LAN JIAO ... ITS our CAR not YOUR car ... NVM ... its in the past ... they bought theirs we bought ours ... so no need to kao bei so much .. dun one day come telling us wan borrow car because your one is dirty ... abit PROBLEM ... WE WILL NOT LEND U MORON ... no excuses will convince us ... so FUCK OFF ...

Okay ... so was saying about sprucing up the car ... bought a CAR MP3 ...cushions ... Bear bear ... car air refresherner ... and the car now looks like a car ... not like the previous one ... hahah ... happy happy ... later got enrolment service at expo ... sians ... must wear full uniform somemore ... damn sians ... ai ya ... go lor ... till here ...


The chocolates are sweet ... because i made with my heart !!! so long you wan .. i will do it for you !!! (its not cheap ... it already cost me well over 20 bucks for both of the occassion to do it ) but its worth it ... :)

10:27 AM

a few days no update already

♥Well, a few days since i updated , alot of happenings, firstly ... i did something real bad ... hais ... not really la ... but i guess ... it does hurts bah ... imagine someone asking you how you are, then you just walk out infront of the person face ... hais ... i also have no idea why i did that for ... but already done ...

I hate that person working, because i have no idea whats the good reason to work for ?? Maybe is i request too much, but maybe one should stop asking what happen but rather asked what did i done to make him like that ... because its bloody obvious that i gave u that type of attitude purposely ... and at least bother to take a look to see if the person is okay ... because it is not always that i am fine ... i got such a big injury yet ppl fail to notice .. must i lost a arm or drop dead then you notice ?? and think about it, ppl treat you nice, can u at least do something to make that person happy ??

Ai ya ... in short everything is my fault... i also dun noe what to say ...