Thursday, November 30, 2006 9:39 PM

feeling so sad ... or rather disappointed ...

♥sad ar ... just feeling sad ... damn ... i guess its herr lor ... wth ...i dun noe wat to say ... just that i'm down in mood

Come to think of it ... it's going to three yers since i entered a relationship ... sad ar ... nvm bout that ... just that i feel that she is so god damn in sensitive lor ... duh ... i'm human lor ... got feelings de ... not ur dog can ... ask me come i come ... wan me go i go ... nither am i a life saving float can ... reach shore jiu throw away ... then in sea start looking for it ... its not fair u noe .. i took it that u din do it for purpose ... but it seems that i'm being portrayed as a dumb ass and fool arnd muii frens lor .. wth ... dun break muii heart any longer can ??

i wonder having fallen for u was wrong ?? or even worst ... go and know u this person ... i'm sadded by ur actions can ... everyime its like i'm disapointed ... i dun noe why i dun feel sad .. maybe cuz muii heart is no longer whole .. thats why ... i dun noe how to tell u how i feel about u ... thats yy ... whenever u wan to turn to me ... i'll make sure i'm available i swear ... but then ... pls be there when i need u occasionally can ?? its been one sided love that i know ... dun tell me ... but seeing u happy ... no matter with whom .. even if not wit me ... i'll smile ... i'll be glad ... all i wan is to see u happy .. but pls ...be mindful that i have feelings ...

i dun noe wat else can i say ... i love you ... thats all i know ... and i dun ask much ... just that let me be there when u need someone ... and be sensitive to muii feelings thats all ... love you ...

wat else can i say ??