Saturday, December 23, 2006 12:16 AM

just what is it ??

♥All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma!
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said.

this song is by [t.a.t.u] veri nice ... its got what i wana sae and thinking of ...

my oh my ... i just notice that i had not update muii blog for a while ... sian ... i'm sad duh ... oh ya ... i already told the gal that i like her ... but now ... i'm putting for away ... i'm trying muii best to forget and let go ... cuz things aren't going to work out for us ... i noe it .. thats yy i din even try to ask for a relationship to start ... just be frens ... thats all ... life is cruel ... i'm trying to be strong ... i noe i am ... cuz if i dun ... i noe that i will be sad ... i will be depressed ...so i dun allowed muiiself to ... i dun allow muiiself to fall even deeper ... cuz i noe how hurt will i be ... i tried to be hard on her ... being crude ... becuz i dun wan her to pity me ... i dun noe where i am heading now ... is everything an illusion ?? a facade ?? just what is revolving arnd me ?? i dun wan to be sad over her ... cuz i noe if i do ... i will just get worst ... the feeling of being hurt by someone u like ... i had enuff ... i dun wan any more of it ...

just yy is life like this ?? maybe i shld not even like anyone duh ?? yy is it that the gal i like ... never ever like me duh ?? it seems that they treat me only as super good buddies ... or sisters ... wth ... just what is wrong wit me ?? probably ... i'm not the type gals are looking out for ya ?? haha .. damn ... just count me sway dude ... i just wana run away frm this horrible place ... i just wana go know the new me that i had changed to ... and be back when i had finally known who am i ... and be ready to face all the heart aches ... becuz .. i'm so torn and shattered ... i need lovees ... but i dun get any ... i'm so shack up men ... maybe i shld go off .. get rest ... and be back to face all those things once again ... just who had i change to overall these years ... i wana know ... am i putting up a fake image now ?? or is it the real me ?? am i trying to bluff muii way through that i am okie ... when i am not ... i dun noe wat to do ... where am i heading too ??

As i turn muii back away from u ... i'll be letting u go ...