Thursday, April 26, 2007 2:18 PM

In school doing blogging ... the school gal incidence just reminds me how fragile life can be

♥the school gal who went into the the canal to pick her phone and ultimately got herself drown, really reminded me that how fragile life can be. It brought me back to 3 years back, where i lost a fren that i ahd went through so much to saved.

Thinking back then and looking at the news, i asked myself, why is life so fragile ?? will mines be like that too ?? and the ans and evaluation of it, i dun noe, no one can predicts what will happen. but i did tell my classmates that among my siblings, i may have the higher chance of meting a mishap and passed on. Health care workers so long as there is an epidemic like sars and stuff, we are ront line workers and front line likely victims, because we always get in contact wit it. So i do wonder, what if something like sars happen again ?? and its when i am wroking as a nurse ?? life can be so saddening.

Both incidence that i had know, are results or once impulse action , or i brand as stupidity, i'm sorry to use tha word ... i do ... but comes to think of it ... it seems that the life should not be lost like that. here i am in the front line, learning how to rescue one's life and take care of them, i saw incidence like that happen, it do really sadden and pulled me down... sometimes things just happens so unexpectedly.. i did constantly remind myself tat, things are unpredicteable, and that its easy for me to be gone just like that.. but even with the constant reminders that i am teling myself, am i ready for it when the days comes?

in my life so far, i had saw 2 deaths that should not even happen in my contxt, both are suicide cases, and both ppl, are ppl that i noe i treasure as a fren and older brother... but whats the point of saying all these when they all already left ?? will i ever see them again ?? that i wont know... its just so complicated..

well ... thats life i guess ?? if there is living there is dying ... if there is life there is death ... is just a matter if time... sooner or later ...



will i be prepared to leave when i am being called ?? i dun noe ...
ps. sorry for scolding her that much ... well call me jerk for all you want ... but i am concerned ... take care ... LIFE IS FRAGILE ...