Wednesday, May 02, 2007 3:04 PM

Life aint got anything for me to smile at any longer

♥Life aint got anything for me to smile at anymore ... really, i tink about it , there aint anything in life which i can smile about ... thats so saddening ...

went to bugis just now wit LL ... then we went to eat at a restaurant ... not really a posh one .. just normal ... ate quite alot ... haha.. i had fish and chips .. (its damn plain mind you .. ) then LL had some pasta or wat ever ... then ordered side dish of baked potato wit cheese (choice of ham and beacon .. mind u ... that am and beacon is salty like siao) its like so extreme sia ... main course is plain .. side dish is so salty ... ai ya ... the portion they gave qutie big ... i cant finish it seriously ... first time nia ... then was talking to LL ... abt the past ... the past still allows me to smile just that little bah .. but life totally sucks to the bottom now ... i miss the goodie oldie days ...

the price for growing up, responsibilities, the price to pay for freedom, independence, the price of moving on, to lose what u got ... thats what i learn ... i learnt to treasure what i got now even more ... i learn to look back on the past just to comfort myself ... one day i might forget you, you might forget me ... memories fail us ... men .. aint that sick?? prolly record down then wont forget ?? prolly ... men ... prolly i am emo ... but ... things that are good will always comes to an end i suppose ?? thats just the law of nature bah ...



Life aint got anything for me to smile at ... not you ... not her ... not anyone ... nothing at all ... The day i stop smiling is the day i turn evil ... prolly i am not smiling anymore ...
Life sucks to the bottom ..