Tuesday, May 01, 2007 5:12 PM

Prolly that we forgot each other existance ...

♥men ... come to think of it ... i had forgotten that my besties of frens in sec school ... that they existed ... well ... at least they are truthful enuff to tell me that at some points of tyme .. they forgotted that i existed at all ...

things still have to come to this stage i guess ... no matter how good we are ... it seems that when we seperate .. on to our own paths ... everything back then were so foreign ... those promises we made ... those time we had ... it seems so far ... and it seems that it never had started to begin with ... i sort of expected tat we will lose contact ... at times may have to even recall to tink who is that person ...when we splited into our own ways after o's ... life so sucks .. the choices thrown to us in life ... are not choices ...cuz we practically cant choose at all ... this aint wat i wan ... this aint the type of life i wan ... its shit life

i got the meaning when was told that we have to moved on ... i guess ... its time to say goodbye to the close realationship we once had ?? its time to say goodbye to the bond that we used to have ?? prolly .. at least .. my frens aint that worst ... they got some in the poly where they were close in sec sch .. they still meet up for lunch ... me ?? nth ... just shit ... maybe for brother ... otherwise ... i'm practically alone in school ... i dun really commuinicate very well wit my new frens ... not in the sense of commui problems ... but more of after school hours ... we were in our own wrold ... am damn sure life is not what i want it to be now ...

prolly i miss those old days back then ... but we gotta moved on ... men ... i guess ... its time to say goodbye to everything ?? To the friends that we once had ... to the bonds we once shared ... to the momories that we once remembered ... everything will fade off ... so will i ... life aint wat one expects it to be... thats so true ...

The day i STOP SMILING ... is the day i TURN EVIL ... i cant find a good enough reason to smile anymore ...