Saturday, May 05, 2007 2:30 AM

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♥In school now .. having break ... quite tired now ... although i had slept for quite alot since yesterday ... well dun noe ... now i look back ... i wonder if i had really chosen the wrong course of my choice ...

I do seriously love nursing ... but the processaint making me enjoying it ... i dun like the process at a;ll ... can be quite tiring ... oh God ... am i tired ... its only the 3rd week ... and its like ... ~ DEAD How will i cope within the next three years ?? i really have no idea ... heard that one fren wanted to change course out of nursing ... hais ... and we have the highest drop out rates of students .. will this happen to me ??

the stress levels can be quite high ... although was pre warned abt it b4 hand ... but i never expect it to be that high ... it totally came as a bomb ... maybe i should just change my mindset of the way i am thinking now ... let me do it bah ... the power of state ... should do it ... maybe it will benefit me more ... and should try cutting down on drinking ... it may be causing me to feel weak ?? but i dun over drink ... thats the thing ... arh ... life is so contradicting ...

good thing school dun end too late ... ando there is like only 3 more hours of lessons ... 2 pract lab practise and 1 more tutorial b4 i am release at 4 ... cant wait till it ... and reach home gotta rest ... if not later still need go chin how sis de birthday celebration at SKY .. if i not wrong ... well ... need go buy present also ... if not like very rude ... i wonder what i can get for her sis ... Men i hope i wont gibb up at a time like this ... lets hope ... some encouragement ... some pushing force will appear ... its just not so easy to learn how to become a nurse ... and its even more difficult to be a nurse ... hais ... sadded ...

There aint any reasons for m to smile ... but can i find one ?? Life's in a mess now ...