Sunday, June 10, 2007 4:33 PM

iT will be a while ... b4 i update

♥well, it will be gona be a while, i will not be home till thursday... having camp and after that striaght is chalet ... will die... anyway ... i dun noe ... missing someone now ... dun noe why like that ... aiya ... dun wana tink abt it ... will die ..

Recently ... so much things had happen ... i dun noe what to say ... the only good thing is holidays are near... and i am like kinda of free for a while ?? and also ... history is repeating itself again ... so i'm like kinda of blurred .. dun really noe what to do and say ... but ... maybe we are indeed too close for our own good ...

Family also dai ji liao liao ... damn du lan abt it .. dun noe what to say also ... in short ... jiu shi everything also dun noe what to say ... idiot ...i going change my blogskin ... kinda of find it disgusting now ... may recycle the skins that i had ... dun noe ?? ... se first lor ... hahaha ... maybe i go do it bah ... since its like so wat liao ... wakakaka ....


okay peepos ... its been done ... wakaa ...steady ... good thing i keep all my skins ... hahaha ... some time cannot find nice de ... can use back mah ... use ur brain ... wahahah ... its just so saddening ... i'm sick of life ... unless .. someone can walk with me the journey ... but who is willing to hold my hand to walk down the road with me ... these 3 years aint gona be easy i know ... but for the sake of my passion .. the love and passion i had for nursing ... i noe i die die also must get through ... i had left my had outstrecth for so many years, but no one is taking it ... when i go and ask if they are willing to take my hand ... hold my hand and walk with me ... they pushed me away ...

now i'm just waiting ... waiting for that some one to take my hand ... and tell me ... i'm gona walk with you ... through the rest of my life ... i just wana be loved again ... but just where is it ... is it you ?? i dun noe ... things are just so messy ... just when will my hand be taken ...


anyway ... pray hard for me guys ... so that i can sucessfully complete 2 modules !!! yes ... i already finish the presentation ... i'm only left with essay writing ... so pray hard for me guys ... i hope when i am back, i have loads of things to say ....



you're making me crazy ... do i hold feelings for u ?? i cant tell ... but i do miss u like crazy now ...