Monday, July 23, 2007 3:56 PM

Hell Load had Happen

♥Okay .. so much had happen within this one week or so... i received my timetable for my exams ... so it means i need to study ... which i am now ... So far life has been okay since the bad things had happen ... of course ... thats all God's work ... thank you God ... hmm... then went back to my secondary school to help out in the motivational camp where my comapny was doing ... so lalala ... 3 days passed just like that during the camp ...

I learnt a news from the current music man (now called Training assitant) which sounds so much nicer, and they got a tag ... and the best part is about to come ... the pay had increased !!! yup it has increased in quite a big amount ... its near a 400 ... where in the past it was only like 200 plus odd per camp ... the best part is yet to come ... now the TA no need to do evaluation forms like we used to do till wan to die ... and no need to take pictures to do the closing ceremony slide shows ... all will be handled by professional people hired to do the tasks. In short we TA have lesser things to do and pay increment :) which is a good news to many of us... but the standard of performance demanded is higher ... which i believe ... we the older TA should not have a probelm ... so i guess that solves my problem of trying to replenish the money i used up ?? So God please bless me this few months ...

Well I went to church yesterday ?? now is like a monday ... yup finally took the effort to go after such a while .. i guess i should go often ... and i need to study !!! if not ... i'm gona die ... i'm mind mapping all my lecture notes ... so that it appear more appealing to me ... got colours and pictures ... rather then black and white and so linear and lengthy ... which causes me to fall asleep easily ... so i must take the effort to finish it ... i wan to complete at least 3 modules, half of wat i am taking in 2 weeks ?? i must ... since i am released early more often as alot of modules are completed ... God bless me for my exams too ... :) thank you God...

Now adays cant go out anymore ... partly because of the money incident ... and also need to study ... even holidays ... are all goner ... 3 weeks attachement and 3 weeks will be spend working earning back all i lost ... amazing man ... in 3 weeks i will replenish all i spend ... which is great ... of course i handed my ATM card to my mum already ... and also i told her to open a new accnt for me after i put back all the money i spent ... so that i wont touch that 2000 plus until i reach 18 next year ... cuz it was supposed to be savings ... then was decided that if i wana to learn driving ... i can touch that money ... so for the sake of wanting to learn how to drive ... i must perservere ...i thank God for his works in my life so far :) He make me learn so much that i guess i must remebered ... His unfailing love for me :)

My friends once told me ... once u have the ATM card ... u will spend like hell ... at first i told myself i will control ... but it looks like it was not that case ... lesson to be learn ... listen to those who are experienced ... :) and i guess i wont have much to spend also ... i got all i wanted ... hp ... bike ... psp ... laptop ... so i am very satisfied ... once i get the licence ... i wont need to take cab any longer ... when the car is around ... i'll drive then ... Now is a tough period that i am going through ... but i believe i will get through ... because there is this wonderful person call God ...

well ... i guess i will stop here ... i wana rest also ... later got classes ... till here then ...