Tuesday, October 02, 2007 3:02 AM

Nt Much of a particular... Just Randomly

♥Firstly, i got my baby for a week or more already, honey am i loving it, been playing with it non stop, its actually my new psp slim. i sold off my old one, but i have not recevied full payment for that, i hope my fren wont come and screw me and say no money to pay, cuz my bank is dried. i need to have a few hundred inside !!! Waiting for $150 to be transffered from the hospital, another 170 from my fren who bought my psp, and 30 bucks from a guy whom i took over his work for him ... so his pay is coming to me ... that should amount in total in my bank to 400 plus ... but thats so pathetic, i originally have 5 times the amount of savings ... but now ... its all gone ... even if i can save 80 dollars a mth starting the next semester on, it would only reached 600 plus, i'm still falling short of 4 times the amount.

Things were supposedly to be able to solve, but the bomb shell just came, i got a new manager at work, and the big problem is that he seems reluctant to let me and my colleauges work, mainly those in our age group, this really pose a big threat to me. i estimated that if i were to work for a month, i would most likely to be able to replenish nearly all the money, looking at how the pay is on. all i need to do is 4 camps, and 8 work shops in a mth i would replenih almost all, it would even better if i can do more camps instead. but i won't mind if it is like what i planned. but things seriously is not looking good for me, i need to solve that problem fast or my head will come rolling down real soon.

Let me look back on what i had spend so far. Bike 500, psp,370, hp, i bought 2, 450. payinf for registration and sim card amted to 70 plus total for now is 1400. computer accesories, 100, hp bills, 100, total is 1600 so far. personal needs, 300-500 bucks, plus extra expenditure, another 300 -500 bucks... that is 2400 plus, in actual fact, i should have abt 1100 left
why am i left with only 400 plus, going on to 600 plus, let me jack it up to 800, i'm still 300 bucks short. should ever at this period i am found out, i would ask my sis to help me jacked it to 1300 first, then explained on how i used the money, i believed it will pull me off abit, not totally.

Looking at it, its amazing how money can be depleted so fast, in actual fact, i depleted it arnd may, dragging it till now, amazing, how amazing, i feel the pinch, now the fact that i need money, i cant draw, instead i must save. no choice. i just hope things at the company just go smoothly, at least let me earn back another 1000 bucks, if i can pushed it to 800 plus of saving by next year feb. then i can go learn driving, if was asked why bank so little, driving, the only reason i can save my self is, because driving take alot of money. i will put it at 1800, but i hope i can get it done at 1000 ... Oh dear ... lets pray hard everything will go alright.

Back then, if everything were to go according to my suggestion, nothing would have happened. I said that i wanted to have a seperate accnt to transfer my working pay, but it was rejected, now that things have happened, it becomes my fault, never mind, just have to do my best and all to make sure i can make things back nicely. Earning is hard, spending is easy ... thats so true ... i testify to that.

Looking at the way things are, a world without money is a no, everything now is about money, its a money society now, or sometimes, money first, talk later. Its kinda of sad looking at how much money we need. Imagine you were to buy a 4 room flat now, its abt 300k, installment for 25 years, its a a near 12K a year, 1.2k a mth if lets say i were to have a degree, my pay is probably 2000 plus( fresh graduate). Never mind, let me do a detail planning here, it will shows all.

Grduates with a diploma, with no savings. Start work after NS at 1700 a mth basic pay for a year thats 20.4K, add on with bonuses and stuffs it will be probably another 5K so its 25.K a year
After a year at of working, studying at SIM part time for degree, (lets assume pay does not change) i wil have another 51 K in 2 years plus the 25 K i would have around 54k, by then i would be 25 yrs old. i work for they next 2 years at a pay of 2.3K due to higher qulification and pay increment, and 7K bounuse and stuffs,it would be 69K, add on to the orignal 54K i would have earned 123K, minusing off expenses at 800 a mth, single wat,for the last 5 years it would be 75k left. should i get married by then, assuming that my future wife is also an nurse earning that amt, we would only have 150K, for wedding plus the house, which the down payment is 30K if i'm not wrong. Wedding is expensive, after looking through, it would practically meant that after 5 years of savings, it would be gone after a wedding plus paying of the house. Thats how practical life is, and we would need to drag everything till we are 52 yrs old. Thats not including if we have children, the expenses. Meaning, should i not earn a 5K a mth soely next time, i would not be able to pay for the house and have children. if combine income of husband and wife is around 8K, i think we can only afford a slightly more comfortable life looking at how the society is now.

Money matters, money woes, since ancient times, when does money does not cause worry, troubles ? Its always in place since histroy, French revolution due to the Royalties having too much money enjoying themselves, peasents and civilians poor till they cant havea decent meal a day. Money related crimes. MONEY ALL IS ABOUT MONEY !!!

So practical is it not ? after all entering adult hood, needs you to start planning, i guess i need to ditch my carefree way of living and start living a life where i need to consider before spending. And thinking through, i will, no more changing of handphone as i like, no more this and that. Till i can, haha, life hard reality just came crashing into you once you become an adult, just now was only talking to my fren about the work problem, the conclusion, he can never find other ppl willing to work like we used to be and still be. So be greatful and thankful that we are still willing, but it is only a stepping stone here, our real aim is much higher, by then you the manager will be nothing to our eyes.

Working life to me is tiring definitely, but not as bored as studying, between the work i'm doing now and the work in hospital, hospital is definitely more busy, but still its good, now the work i'm doing, i learn alot and i love to become a trainier, hours are long, but the pay is wonderfully amazing. so hear i am, stuck in between, dun noe where to go, hmm ... lets see how things goes first.

School is starting soon, but the time table is not out yet, thats so stupid, i cant even opt for my electives yet, i have no idea when is it coming, better come fast, if not electives no more, thats the end man. School is starting the second semester, thats so fast, 4 more month and i will finish my first year in poly, in fact it passes real fast. i need to buck up my studies for second semester and pull up my GPA, if not that would spel trouble for me, hais, life so many trouble, aint it irritating ? Come on ... give me a break, studies, work everything, sometimes it seems to be a torment to be human, what is the difference between a human and animal ? We know how to enjoy life, We invent things and etc, but the similar part is, we are all fighting to survive, the survival,wheter human or animal, every each of us be it human or animal will need to worry about our own survival, thus human aint that great after all.

So long never see some of my school mates already, Oh my god, i miss the bastards, the crazy times we spend doing stupid things together. Haha, its just so nice, argh, hope to see that 2 Fuckers soon. alright, i had typed for so long, i guess i stop here already, maybe later when i feel like it, i will post again.

Every living thing is fighting for survival, but in different methods. Stil humans need to fight for their own survival, thus humans are not that great after all. We merely just have the ability to think in a way other living things cant, thats aint special, because if others can think in the way we do, probably, they can do as well.

Oh i miss the fuckers ... lets get together real soon ... and start making a hell load of fun together ... you suckers !!! :D