Thursday, June 19, 2008 4:36 AM

3 More Days, To my own seclusion.

♥Bad new came one after another. What more can i say. I thought i can maintain a clean record of not failing any test, yet i flunk my Bio Pract. What to do, its already a Fact.

Today, went for cell, and was share alot. Then incident hit me. Maybe, i did really overreacted for that incident.You know what. I'm sorry. But i'll say, its your choice,I'll standby it. Thats all, I hope you understand what i meant. From this incident, i really see how much do i stand in your life. I really saw. Though I'm disappointed definitely, But its a fact. Just to let you know, I've all along taken you as a younger sister of mines, thats why i've always been protective of you and objected so strongly on that incident.I'm sorry that I reacted the way i did. I therefore apologised.

I'm going to aust in Sept, I intend to go japan next year august if possible, if not after graduation, the free time before i enlist for NS. I want to see the world a little. I've currently in mind, to wan to work in Aust and Japan. We'll see how. But Australia, I'll definitely apply for a PR status after i graduate from poly. As for Japan, We will leave it to the future. But I'm positive that 5 years from now, I wont be in Singapore, Chances of it. 90%. And Probably I'll not be back that soon too.I've decided that if i go there to study, Upon Graduation, I'll stay there and work. I wont be coming back for a while. I'm still talking with my dad, He's okay with me going to aust to study after i complete diploma.

I've thought over, if I ever am going overseas and not coming back for a while, would I tell my friends, I actually say NO, I wont tell them. It would probably be a painful Goodbye. Yes it Definitely will be. Lolx. But, lets just leave it till it comes. Before i know it. I'll be posting post that I'm in australia working already.

I'm still losing the innocenece of my sanity. Definitely, Setback after Setbacks just came along. That sometimes i really do question myself alot. But again, Certain things, I should learn to let go and not hang on to it. What is mines, will be mines, no matter how i hold and grabb on to it, It will still slipp away. Like its never been yours.

Man, Time flies so fast. Thats probably the price to pay when you mature, and grow up. Yes, ever since i take note of time, becoming time concious, I found that time passes just that fast. NOt like in the past, where time passes so slow that i dreaded it. But now that my life is moving on such fast pace, that i cant slow down to catch my breathe. Its life. Lets just face it.

Alright, I'll stop here. Its a Good 5 Am already. Its time for my sleep, Till here i'll take my leave.


I've made my choice, I'll bear the consequence. Once I leave, I wont turn back. I wont Regret, because I made the Choice. Its my Life, One and Only.